The Same Monster

I always wished for a change.
But within,
I'm still the same monster
Under that flashy skin.

I will never understand
My freaking nature.

Death keeps on visiting me,
Quoting in my ears.
Verses of war
And sad songs from the Dead Sea.

I always wished for a change.
But within,
I'm still the same monster,
The same monster, The same monster.

I remember Clear ; Collar Bone

In Elementary school,
I had a crush on a girl for 3 years.
She left one day
And never came back.

I never said a word to her.
Because I am very careful
At how I choose my words.

I see her again,
And she tells me that
She's sure that I don't remember her.

But I remember clear.
That ponytail that lingered,
On the side of her collar bone.

Non - Shadow like Friend

Today, I want you to think,
Of every silly & embarrassing moment we have had,
And laugh over them like no one’s watching. 

I want you to remember all the times,
We had each other’s back
Even if we had an argument.

I want you to reminisce about the times,
We simply looked at each other,
And knew what the other was thinking.

I just want you to remember that
Hell, we may go weeks
Without even seeing the other’s face.

But I promise you,
I'll meet you at some random place.