Friday, 18 December 2015

Eventually you'll learn to...

My heart is like a clear sky on a cold winter day.
You'll find it seldom.
I am open to all but closed inside,
Shut by a permanent lock,
Which, I know,
No-one can open it with any instrument.

I usually don't cry,
But when I do,
I cry like a downpour rain.
My pen bleeds in the specific room,
Where you had left for me.
You know, when I see a butterfly
It reminds me of our late night kisses,  And daybreak secrets.

I see you in everything I do.
I see you in my mirror standing behind me.
I see you on my paper while writing,
Whether I am solving trigo identities or solving the puzzle of my life.
I see you, just you,

Like an oblivion talking to those small grasses,
Experiencing ; This fickle life,
The endless freshness.

I have became quite and peaceful.
Quite like shadow and peaceful like sea.
Little do we know,
We leave a part of ourselves
With whomever who departs from us,

When you are lonely,
Thinking about your best fantasy,
Things starts moving in your mind,
You end up in catching "No-one".

So, when you are lonely,
You learn to live with darkness,
You learn to hide your secrets,
You learn to live with a silence,
You learn to talk to yourself.
Eventually, you learn to die,
As a living corpse.

Wednesday, 9 December 2015

One Kiss... After the Other....

My first kiss to you won't be on your lips, or forehead.
It will be on the scars you feel my eyes don't catch.
For all I need is when you stare at them,
on one of those sleepless nights,
you feel the love superseding the pain.
I need you to feel the touch and the kiss,
and not the agony and tears that those scars caused you.
I need you to feel me.
and that's how I intend to make love to you,
From head to toe,
From skin to bones,
Every single bit,
One after the other.

Waiting for YOU...

I want to give you reassurance,
That I am always here.
Loving you everyday,
even when we are physically apart.
Just when no one gets you,
I will be your last consolation.
I'll always be the last arm you will cry into.
When all their arms are crossed and folded from you.

I will see the beauty,
The beauty you wanted to show Yet,
They failed to see.

It's just like how the stars,
assure the sky that even when it's daytime, The stars are just there,
lovingly and patiently,
Waiting for their turn to be with the sky again !!!