I'm Broken

Saw what happened?
You made me drown in your heart.

You meant a lot to me,
But now your love and care,

Don't have place in my heart.

Now, you are dead in my life.
I don't think I'm going to laugh,
like the girl who used to before.
You stole my life,
And that's why I can't continue it.

As I cry,
My tears don't have an end.
Why is my life like this?
Why should I suffer for you?
Why can't I see happiness,
With the one my heart wants?

Why should I live a life, 

Seeing him walk away.
So far away from me,
That even if I want to I can't reach him?

Right now,
I am writing this with great difficulty,
My heart are brimming with tears.

My hands tremble,
My heart is heavy with sorrow,
And its aching because its really breaking.

I guess I am going to die,
Deep in your heart.

Time to write down ALL those Thoughts

It is said that writing down brings in a lot more creativity. It gives us more time to think, and even more time to re-think !

It's long time I've been a TYPO. I have been typing and "backspacing" a lot.

Today I realize, what I had felt WRONG before seems to be RIGHT now. But from now on, I am gonna scribble down on a book rather than on the phone.

B'coz we can read all those stroked words while the one's "backspaced" cannot be read.
#learn #from #mistakes

Someone

He's someone unknown,
I want to see him.

He's someone unknown,
I want to talk to him.

Someone wants to see me,
Someone unknown gives me a pleasant feeling.
Someone unknown makes me laugh throughout my life.

And, someone unknown,
Have made me fall for him.

Reality & Dreams

How sad to learn.
After dreaming dreams,
You wake up !
And that's when Reality comes in.

To dream,
To live with your aspirations in life is wholesome.
However, the moment you decide,
To live in the fantasy of your dreams.

Without weighing down,
Balance perspectives between the "norms"
of reality and dreams of fantasy world.
Don't be swayed by what fancy dreams has to offer us.
They are all illusions!
We just cant afford to dream our lives & future.
Be a Doer not a dreamer.
Balance is the word...
And distinguish an attainable dream to balance your reality.

This NEW LIFE is beautiful..

Don't run each step perfectly calculated
The floor is glass.
Thoughts fall to the ground hard as stone.

Fears become facts,
Helping hands are no more.

The surface merges into the sky.
Two worlds slowly become one.
A universe imagined becomes real false.

Reality becomes the distance,
Small specks above stars.
A distant hope,
Time becomes irrelevant.

This new land is beautiful.
But she is dangerous,
A diamond in jagged rocks.

New existence :
Same soul,
Two worlds fragile but so strong.

Between worlds voices,
Whisper... 

Just wait... Slow down... Don't run...

Spring awaits for you..

But darling,
Things change like the weather,
And it doesn't even take that long!

The clock moves slow but time flies.
So, make sure not to keep looking at the clock,
But living the moment that passes.

Spring awaits for you, A long & blooming spring!

Happiness ; A selfish thought

Happiness is a very intriguing concept.
It is so independent of external factors,
That it can survive completely alone & in total aloneness.

It needs no other.
It wants no other.
It is a very selfish thing.
It springs from you,
It lives within you,
And gets buried back into you.

When you depend on another person for your happimess,
Its like making yourself a leech.
You absorb their energies.
You drain them.
You have nothing of your own to give;
So you suck others dry.

A really happy person,
Is so full of joy that he radiates with it.
It is uplifting to be in his or her presence.
There is tremendous fulfilment within him.
Tremendous self-containment.
A sun radiating energy.
Self- fulfilled, so full of himself,
That it goes beyond,
And fills the world with his glow & magnificence.

But all this doesn't come easy.
It comes by first letting yourself be reborn out of you.
Being in your own womb once again.
Letting that umbilical cord reconnect you back to yourself.
Letting that nourishment come back from your own soul.
Allowing you to feed back from the original source.
Allowing to be your own child.

Let yourself be free of everything & nothing.
Yes, happiness stems from being utterly selfish, utterly you!

Listen to your Intuition

For far too long,
We have been seduced into a walking path,
That didn't lead us to ourselves.

Far too long,
We have said yes when we wanted to say no.

And for far too long,
We have said no when we desperately wanted to say yes.

When we don't listen to our intuition,
We abandon our souls.

And we abandon our souls,
Because we are afraid if we don't,
Others will abandon us.

A New Beginning

Let this be the day your happiness begin,
A companion to hold on,
To share your thoughts.
Through all of it,
Let your love remain intact.

I am here to wish you,
Congratulations on you Wedding Day.
May everything good become your own,
New Husband & New Wife....
A New Beginning !!!

Sweet Moments

I still cherish those sweet moments,
That I've spent with you.

Those moments that made me smile,
Which enlightens my heart and soul.

I cannot forget that glance of yours,
Those were like diamond treasures.

Whenever I think of you,
Its a pleasure,
As you live in my heart always.

I still remember those secrets,
which we have shared each other.
How can I forget it?

I still cherish those sweet moments,
That I've spent with you.

Finer, Happier &Stronger...

How would you feel if both of us could lead our own lives separate? You looking after yours and me taking care of mine.
I feel we could handle life in a good way. I don't want us to be apart, but things could be more finer, happier and stronger...
Believe me, I'll be there for you. I want you to believe that we aren't happy together...
But I hope we could be happy. I wish we could try being happy. I want you to stay away, have some peace-of-mind (I know I've taken it away from you).
Think... Reply...

Are we Really that Far???

Recognize that there will be nightmares and thoughts,
Morosely plucking you away from sleep.
You'll sit back,
Aghast and blank,
Panting and sweating,
While looking fixedly at the blue door of your bedroom.

And the endless resemblances that it holds will ache your spine,
Like a hundred poisoned arrows darted deep inside.
On such times, gather some strength and crawl up to your terrace,
Where you may still find pieces of us.

Open your arms and embrace the night's silence,
While the echoes of our laughter still play in your ears.
Imagine me standing there, with your face buried deep inside my chest,
Swaying to the soft wind whistling by.

Guide your hand to places where you want me to kiss and keep it there awhile.
And when, finally, you are no more afraid,
Look up and see the stars.
Overseas, thousand miles away,
I stand still and smile along, under the same sky, marking the same constellations.

And now let me ask you,
"Are we really that far?"

Less, Lesser and Never !!!

There will be one final day,
When you'll be taken for granted.
The same people who never turned to look,
Would turn to blame.

Thinking more, tears roll down.
Idle tears, tears that dare to speak.
Eyes blur enough not to understand a thing.

In the end,
Everything seems to be clear,
Clearer than it seemed to be.
People understand less.. lesser... and never !!!

You were... a lesson to learn...

When the sun drowns,
And the night arrives,
I miss the color Of your eyes.

But stars twinkle & I see them burn.
You were a lesson I had to learn,

The sun will rise And bring back light,

I'll be waiting for you,
Till the end of the night.

If you do choose to return,
Please come soon.

Don't wait for the drowning,
Of this empty moon.